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You asked me to stop cutting.
Don’t you understand?
Talking doesn’t help.
Yeah, I show up to school with cuts and scars.
But you must, you have to, understand why,
I do what I do.
It’s not some fad.
I’m not looking for attention.
I’m not doing it because everyone else is.
Nor am I doing it because I think it’s cool.
I do it because I don’t know how.
How to stop the pain...
Don’t you understand?
Talking doesn’t help.
Yeah, I show up to school with cuts and scars.
But you must, you have to, understand why,
I do what I do.
It’s not some fad.
I’m not looking for attention.
I’m not doing it because everyone else is.
Nor am I doing it because I think it’s cool.
I do it because I don’t know how.
How to stop the pain...
Literature
Cutting
Cutting
The blade
Escape
Afraid
Release
The fear
Unwanted
A tear
The cuts
The shame
Your body
The frame
Complete
Without
Perfection
And doubt
Your life
The pain
The slices
In vain
The scars
The hiding
In corners
The dying
The harm
The black
The terror
A crack
The blood
The veins
Droplets
It rains
The hurt
The bleeding
Disguise
Misleading
Cutting
The blade
Escape
Afraid
Literature
Cutting
I cut myself to make me bleed,
To try and take away some of the pain
Of this bittersweet life that I lead,
Dull the ache, deep within my brain.
I'm not really sure I want to die,
Its merely a way to deal with my inner being.
As hard as I want to break down and cry,
The tears wont come, and I end up retreating.
Back to my silence, my thoughts, my dreams,
Wishing everything was as perfect as it seems.
~me
Literature
Cutting Theory
Cutting. Cutting is not just a cry for help externally, but internally. You cut to say what you are afraid to speak to others. You want them to help you. But more so, you are trying to get your body to fix itself. In a way its like you are subconsciously saying Ok body, I dont know how you work, but I am broken (different), and its not getting better. You need to wake up and heal me, fix me, make me ok again. Or you remember your life before a trauma, and you are again subconsciously convinced that something inside you has changed, and by trying to heal yourself, you are trying to restore yourself to
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So relatable